something is missing, my muse!
i am not bing able to set my mind right, feel good, or just be ok. A large part of me wakes up thinking its going to be a good day and then after a while that feeling is lost.
all around me good things are happening to people mashallah.
*i am not being judgy or unhappy or jealous of them*
just thinking to myself that is it my short coming that i am not being able to see the good things happening to me?
it is almost like i am giving myself negative energy…worst thing one can do i know.
but i seem to have no control over it…i am losing my touch at the moment and i hate that.